6/5/22
This is my 2nd Sunday at the Seed Church and I already feel as if I’m at home. Last week was a healing time for me. It’s like I was in a drought- the praise & worship was like rain pouring over me. I felt a freedom to worship like I haven’t done in years. I left feeling like burdens had been lifted. I couldn’t wait for this Sunday. Well this week during praise and worship I literally felt chains breaking. When Pastor Datha prayed I knew that the illness my mom is facing was FINISHED!! I heard him say it is finished. When I got home my mom’s foot was not swollen or red and she was walking w/o pain!!! Thank you Jesus!! I knew God said it is finished. I went up for prayer at the end of service for my daughter. She’s in a same sex relationship & I know this is NOT what God had for her. Problem is that the last church I visited would not stand w/me to break the chains of homosexuality off of her. So I was a bit nervous to say this out loud to a stranger. But the gentleman prayed what I needed to hear. Having someone agree w/me in prayer was totally amazing. I was slain and felt complete peace for my daughter. I’ve been so worried for her. When I got up I knew God was in control. I feel like chains have literally been broken these 2 weeks. Chains of depression, chains of eating disorders — 2 things I’ve battled secretly for years.
I feel like the praise and worship was like a waterfall saturating every area that has been dry for so long. I haven’t had one self destructive thought!!!!! And NO desire to purge. I feel Gods identity taking over. I can look in a mirror and see what God says about me instead of the taunting words of the devil. I’m so glad I listen to Jesus last week when he said to come here. I feel refreshed- I even thought today I need to get involved. I feel a renewed sense of JOY!!!!! Joy!!!! My cousin said I sound different. God is good. For the first time in years I can’t wait to come to church!!! I’m excited. I know the devil is defeated and I will never again have suicidal thoughts and I will complete my walk - thank you for a beautiful praise service. Thank you God for healing. Restoration and PEACE and JOY.
Thank you for restoring my daughter and the prodigal will be restored.