When I was in college I had an abortion - very few people know this. With this decision. I’ve had regret, sorrow, self loathing. For years I’ve wished I could forgive myself. I’ve lived in silent regret. Wishing I could somehow put it behind me. Well 30 plus years later I had a dream: last night! I was in a room - all white, peaceful, I’m standing alone in the room - a man in white comes in. Most kind face - a smile full of love. He says to me, “it’s time”. I don’t feel anything but peace and love. The man says. “It’s ok - he forgives you and he is ready to meet you” I know he’s talking about my baby. Somehow I always knew it was a boy. In my dream I say, “I’m sorry”. The man says, “Follow me - he’s been waiting to meet you”. Of course I wake up crying. But God did that for me. To release the years of guilt. I choose not to use my name b/c my family is unaware of this. But I want you to know God already forgave you. So don’t spend years allowing the devil to use this against you.